I am TIRED . . .

i am tired of being positive

i am tired of being brave and holding back my tears

tired of being perky

tired of waiting for things to happen

i am tired of making things happen

i am tired of being hopeful

i am tired of being the counsellor

tired of soothing frazzled nerves

tired of being ill all the time

tired of hospitals, clinics, medicines and labs

tired of being let down

i am tired of being me!

Happy New Year indeed!